Broken Heart

Okay...hello guys, have you ever had your heart broken? I guess all of us had it before or maybe you feel it right now or you might feel it in the future. there is a lot of things that can broke our heart. It is not only about love, but right now i will only focus based on love. have you ever fall in love? The real one..the one that you think that he or she is the one that you are waiting for this whole life? To be honest, I fall easily to someone when they treat me good. One day, all of sudden, I get a chance to know "this" person. He study in the same faculty with me. He is quite good looking, he is tall, he is humble, he is kind he is bla bla bla...can I say perfect? Nahhh...he is not perfect. He broke my heart. In one of our class together, I became his partner in our group assignment. We start to become close by then. He treat me so good. He always ask me how was my day, what am I doing and many more sweet thing or can I just say bullshit?..Yup.  Then I realize, he treat everyone like that, I mean every girls like that. I just misunderstood all the affection and attention he give to me before. I fall hard in a short time because he is the only one who ever treat me like that. Hmph...i want to cry but I feel so stupid if I cry. Damn! Just so you all know, I've never ever had a boyfriend before. I've never experience all the drama in the love story or whatever. Maybe that's why this stupid little "crushing" thing hit me hard as fuck even though we never start. Why do I have to feel jealous of the other girls? Im so stupid...but it's still hurt me. He aim right in my heart then he left in bleeding till my heart broke. I just wish that one day, I will find the better, the good one. Some things are worth waiting right. I juts have to wait for God to send me the right one.